Its Soooooo......

Man am i angry or what??? I hate this world. No, actually i dont hate the world i hate some of the people in it. I never 'hated' anyone as such till now ..but now i realize wht people mean when they say i HATE this or that..it is a feeling of utter despise, of total disgust, of detestation,of complete loathing...i didnt know, till now, i could feel all this for anybody for that matter..allah i want to rid my system of all these feelings but its like whenever i think i will give people another chance they just get another chance to prove themselves capable of falling one more step lower. W hy do i have to face so much injustice? I dont understand what great a sin have i done to deserve this.. i am not that bad a person..i see my self shatter each goddam day and it takes every ounce of courage to gather myself together and continue. If only i knew i wd have to face all this much earlier in life then what a different scene it would have been. I really wonder at the creation of the almighty..i mean i have seen all sorts of people, no one is perfect , we are all shades of gray..but there are people who are WORST. There is no hope for them to improve no hope for them to be not so malicious....i dont have words to describe the malevolence of such people...oh i wish i could do something to improve my situation..infact all this frustration makes me hurt those whom i really love and care about ..it makes me yell at those who mean the most to me..instead of getting back at the those who hurt me and are unfair to me i land up hurting those who care for me..why is it that our anger is diverted towards those whom we love deeply..i wish i could get an answer to that...but whenever i hurt those who love me i hurt my self the most eventually coz the pain i have caused them does not let me live peacefully ..its like i die every moment thinking abt how i hurt them ...hurting them is equivalent to cutting a wound in my heart..oh god does it pain or what??? Its anguish,its torture, its agony,its a continuous sting in the heart....i just want to say to all those caring people in my life whether they read this or not..i am sorry ..i really am..i wish i cd go back and change things but i know i cant and i know that all of u will understand and be with me and encourage me throughout my life to live on and move ahead...

EUREKA!!!

Thomas Alva Edison said, ''Genius is one percent inspiration and ninety-nine percent perspiration.'' But where does one look for that spark of inspiration in a life groaning under humdrum routine? Or does inspiration come on its own , choosing its own time and place (like ... a bath tub for archimedes who yelled ' Eureka' {i have found it} and ran out naked when he discovered a way to determine the purity of gold by applying the principle of specific gravity.
One has to look for inspiration with conscious effort. And ,what better place to look for inspiration than within 'inspiring words'. Didn't somebody say, ''The power of thought can move mountains!''

Maths....ewwwwwwww!!!

I totally identify with the hung guy. I hated maths in school and thoroughly despised my maths teacher. Sorry Mrs. Varghese, but i feel really good after declaring this.

Why Does The World Need Superman?

Good question. Well i just saw superman in a local multiplex and believe me the movie was 'heroic' obviously coz it had our 'superhero'. This particular question was typed by Louis {superman's girlfriend} almost during the end of the movie, she aimed at writing an article dealing with the question, however she didnt and left the question as it is, so i took up the noble cause of answering her question. The question says: why does the world need superman?;I could answer it in a number of ways. To begin with and as would be very conventional; the world needs Superman to save it from war between countries, to end dirty politics, to save the environment, to bring about world peace, to save mankind during any crisis, to help the needy, to bring about equality, blah blah blah blah!!! However i have an alternate answer, which would be very individual in nature rather than being common. We all need superman within us, it gives a major boost to our morales to our ways of thinking etc. I mean who wdnt want to be like superman, who wdnt want to fly like he does, soar highhhhhhhhh through the clouds, it is indeed a great way to destress. Who wdnt want to be popular, who wdnt want to get the great feeling and all the recognition like he gets when he saves the day for all, who wdnt want to be strong and sooo goodlooking. We all have a superman in us, he may be unconscious and laid back ususally but when he awakens he turns us into a superhero in our own small way. It may seem that we are not doing anything great, we arent saving the world but we are contributing in some way or the other by fighting daily, facing bravely our circumstances, compromising, sacrificing and moving on. I believe it wd have been difficult for superman even had he been a normal human, i would like to quote; ''daal aate ka bhav pata chalta.'' To save the world is indeed a very big thing and i am not criticising superman, i am only saying that we too can contribute, by thinking, planning and putting into action all our ideal thoughts to make the world a better place to live in and we could start by bringing about a change in our own lives. After all charity begins at home.

So I am Chinese....YUMMM!!!

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