Thought Of The Month

Horror gripped the heart of a World War-I soldier, as he saw his lifelong friend fall in battle. The soldier asked his Lieutenant if he could go out to bring his fallen comrade back. "You can go," said the Lieutenant," but don't think it will be worth it. Your friend is probably dead and you may throw your life away."The Lieutenant's words didn't matter, and the soldier went anyway. Miraculously, he managed to reach his friend, hoisted him onto his shoulder and brought him back to their company's trench. The officer checked the wounded soldier, then looked kindly at his friend."I told you it wouldn't be worth it," he said. "Your friend is dead and you are mortally wounded." "It was worth it, Sir," said the soldier."What do you mean by worth it?" responded the Lieutenant. "Your friend is dead.""Yes Sir," the soldier answered,"but it was worth it because when I got to him, he was still alive and I had the satisfaction of hearing him say.... "John...I knew you'd come." *********************************************************Many times in life, whether a thing is worth doing or not, really depends on how u look at it. Take up all your courage and do something your heart tells you to do so that you may not regret not doing it later in your life........

Gimme A Break....

Again ended a painfully exhausting day.....Am i fed up or what....Allah plz gimme a break...Ii desperately need one...The only pleasant thing that happened to me today was that in the morning a fruit vendor came to the society and my mil asked to buy a papaya from him ...Now I am new in the colony and Iknow no one....The house in front of which the vendor was standing was totally alien to me and so were its inhabitants.....However the maid of the house was standing outside with a baby in her arms who was crying for some reason..As soon as the baby saw me she started smiling which surprised the maid tremendously...The baby opened her arms and tried to leap out of the maid's arms to come to me....This was terribly shockin for the maid as , accd to what the maid told me, the baby never accepted strangers , she never responded when anyone tried to take her or hold her...she was rigid and unfriendly...but she responded immediately to me....I took her in my arms and played with her...but I had to leave her fast coz my mil was waiting in the house and I had other important chores to finish so I returned the baby to the maid and as soon as I started walking away the baby started wailing and was againg trying to leap out of the maid's hands to come to me....I didnt look back though...I didnt have the heart to let her cry but I had no choice..I had to move on...However the maid told me that the the baby and I had a connection something to do with our previous lives ''pichle janam ka saath''...well whatever it was it did lighten my heart...Atleast someone valued my presence , my being....I was important for some one even though it was for just a moment...I shall cherish it....

COOKING???

Am i a bad cook or what??? i mean today my fil actually yelled at me for cooking bad food....what do I do now...cooking requires patience and peace of mind both of which my current situations are not permitting me to have....I have to rush through things from morning till night..it isnt an easy job to look after a sick person and that too such a stubborn person...and I have to manage a child even...wht does everyone think..is this some kind of childs play...I try my best to cook properly in the given amount of time and listening to continuous taunts at the same time....man am I upset or what...I hate everybody....Allah plz get me out of this plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....I can stand no more....I am losing out...plz help me....

Beseeeeeeeeeech!

Its been ages since I last posted on my blog. I just havnt had the time.
Life since then has been moving in leaps and bounds and now suddenly seems to have come to a standstill. I wish time would fly and these bad circumstances would just pass by with the wind.I had prayed in my last post to let my happiness remain ..guess allah had something else in mind for me. Time has taught me so much that now i seem to be numb and feelingless, yet somewhere there is hope. I cant believe that I am seeing so much at such a young age. I cant believe that I am shouldering so many responsibilities at one time. I am amazed at myself. I guess when allah decided to allot me the tests he mercifully gave me the strength even. But there are some weak moments when I lose out completely and the unfairness of the whole situation bites hard into my heart. I want to wail loudly and ask allah 'Why Me?' Dont I have the right to happiness? Everybody around me is happy, then why am i being subjected to so much pain at one time? Plz give me only that much which I can take. Rest I cannot tolerate. Then I realize that there are people in worse situations and what it actually means to fight in life. I realize my ungratefullness towards the almighty and I beg him to forgive me. Whtever condition he has and is keeping me in is not only increasing my patience but also making me a better person. However i do lash out at one person and become desperately impatient with my parents for which i am extremely sorry but i know that it is only you guys who will understand wht i am going through...thank you for bearing with me. May allah fulfill all ur duaas and may he always shower his blessings on u and may he always give u the patience to help and encourage me and understand me and may he always be there with u and me and guide us towards the right path and may he relieve me of these ugly sitautions and bring the happiness back into my life. Ameen.