What is Love???oooooaaoooaooaaooaa!!!

So I am back but i dont want to continue with the same topic.Lets talk abt something else. Have you ever wondered what love is? Well i dont know myself...but it definitely is something..hhhhmmmm this topic is boring meeeeeee...well i shall write about my students....i really love them... all of them ...my class is the most happiest thing in my life right now...i enjoy it so much ...i love the rapport that i share with them..its excellent....they respect me and at the same time they are so free with me...i try to be as cool as i can with them but at the same time it is very necessary for me to maintain my stand as a teacher....it is my responsibilty to make them the right people...well it isnt entirely in my hands but i do and will have a contribution in their personality...amazingly i have got TYBcom and BCA now too to teach and i am too happy...i know that TYBcom is going to be damn boring but nevertheless i shall contribute to its success...i really love this feeling of euphoria that comes to me when i think of my class my students ...i guess this is what love is...no this is what happiness is ..love is ...it is ...its different....its what i would feel for someone who makes my life complete....it is about me thinking about that person every single second of my life till i fall asleep and even after that in my dreams..it is about me going through all the pains kepping in mind that someone will be happy....it is knowing that i care sooooo much about someone like i never cared for any one else...its a feeling that gives me solace during my deepest depressions....it is a feeling that gives me strength during my weakest moment....it is a feeling that adds to my joy during my happiest moment whether someone is there with me or not... it is a feeling that makes me wait and wait and wait and wait for those most precious moments of my love with which i carry myself ahead despite all odds...this is love....and its beautiful even with all its catches and conditions... love is life and i love life.

Independence Day.

Today we celebrate the 59th anniversary of our Independence. Independence from the British Raj. Numerous freedom fighters died for the country some whose names are wriiten in golden words in history and many who are unkown...lost in the darkness of anonymity. Sitting here i really dont feel the importance of freedom , maybe because i have known it since i was born.But i do empathize with what the people must be feeling when their freedom was curbed for two hundred years. Somehow, in this fast paced life full of tensions and responsibilties we just lose out on enjoying this wonderful feeling of being free. I guess we take it too much for granted. Arent we actually wasting that, for which innumerable people lost their lives. How many of us are actually patriotic? What is patriotism? Are we using our freedom in its true sense?
Media the most powerful weapon, to express the public view,to express opinoins, to project the whole truth......isnt it being manipulated thoroughly, by i dont know who, but doesnt this mean that the true spirit of freedom is being betrayed? Still oblivious to all this we the general public celebrate this day with the utmost dhoom . At every nook and corner patriotic songs are blaring form huge speakers which are such a stark contrast to the amount of corruption that is rising by the second and blaring its ugly self every now and then. I bet the freedom fighters above die a painful death every second when they see for what cause they gave their lives. I want to coninue but right now my mind and thoughts arent really flowing with my mood so i shall continue.....