COOKING???

Am i a bad cook or what??? i mean today my fil actually yelled at me for cooking bad food....what do I do now...cooking requires patience and peace of mind both of which my current situations are not permitting me to have....I have to rush through things from morning till night..it isnt an easy job to look after a sick person and that too such a stubborn person...and I have to manage a child even...wht does everyone think..is this some kind of childs play...I try my best to cook properly in the given amount of time and listening to continuous taunts at the same time....man am I upset or what...I hate everybody....Allah plz get me out of this plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....I can stand no more....I am losing out...plz help me....